i'm feeling very anti-me
in shades of swirling greens
lines and textures of deepest blues
like the tumbling seas

I'm feeling very washed away
like the river bed
the flowing hills and deep revines
splashed in georgia red

I'm feeling very low today
like the grey street rat
weaving through the sewer pipes
ugly, disgusting, and fat

i'm feeling very black inside
dark and so alone
wishing someone would take the time
to stop and pick up the phone

i'm feeling lack of colour
clear as the morning sky
or the rain that falls from the heavens
or tears down my cheek when i cry

i'm feeling very anti-me
in shades of swirling greens
lines and textures of deepest blues
like the tumbling seas...

J.D.S.-2005